Wednesday, July 18, 2007

Inn went for her treatment at NSC today. Though it seems that her condition has been improving, there are actually few new bald areas. Luckily these are well-covered and not easily seen.

Compared to six months ago, her condition improved a lot, this is true. But, not stabil. Dr Chong once told mi that it takes 3 to 6 months, but now is already the 7th month. How many months more? Going for treatment every week isnt sth easy for her, n isnt easy for mi too. What else can we do? No, nothing.

Her dosage now has increased from 0.0001% to 0.001% of DCP. There isnt strong negative reaction like last time, so at least feel quite safe.

And at least, she no longer needs to wear a hat to go out. Ppl wont ask mi if she suffered fr any terminal disease, and she wont feel as if she is so different from others. Still, she has a long way to go, not juz physically as in health, but also mentally, ignorance isnt the rule for survival. And she has to learn to take responsibility for her life. Responsible for the promises she made, responsible for the decisions she made.

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