Friday, July 27, 2007


1. Played badminton with Eug n his friends last nite at Kebun Baru CC. They are really good! i played for 1.5 hr n surrendered, hahaha! The aftermath is... tired...........!!!! But i enjoyed the session. Probably will join them more often then, i hav really no skills, need to work harder!!! Thanks HW for lending mi ur shoes.. else i really dunno how to rush home to get it before going for course..... n thanks PKS for the socks.... hahaha.... mi really blur like sotong!!!

2. Choices... I need to make a choice. It seems like the light bulb has been lighten up, n its time for me to reposition myself, to decide my future path. Which way to go? Which direction is good for mi? i dunno.... i need to think think think..... Whatever choice i make, i will have to responsible to it. For the better or worse, i need to make a choice.

3. Its time to move. Someone told mi tis early in e morning. Its my time to move. Perhaps time is the key to gauge e success of one, and the key to know ur direction better. 10 years arent short, yes, this is July 2007, i came to Spore in July 1997. It has been 10 years. i can still remember clearly how things were on my first day of arrival. And now, 10 years. Another 10 years down the road, will i still be in this country? If yes, wowwww, i stay in a foreign country longer than my motherland! Back to the point, its time to move. I think, he has made some arrangements for mi. dunno whats his plan, but it is definitely sth he thinks good for mi. I shall get myself ready to move, shall I?

4. Hohoo has been trying to say sth like switching my role wif her, n sth like giving her seat to mi. n it is not juz once, till two days ago, she named 3, and said one of us to be sitting at her seat years later. I gave her a 'no'. Not my first time to say 'no' to her, n i think it is not easy for one at her seat to giv up what she has. Those are not what i want, anyway. But then, yesterday, Homesafe told mi that Hohoo mentioned to her that she will be giving up her seat to one of the two. So, one is out?? Mi n the other are still her choice? but mi??? no... Hohoo shd focus on another colleague. Count mi out ba! I can never play the role well, unless i want to change myself into someone i dun even know, into someone i will never like. Allow mi to be juz myself ba!

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